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I think... [01 Feb 2007|12:47pm]
I am going to start trying to use my journal again. For my own benefit mostly.

The lasty few days have been hard. From having Sean go to jail, to just being terribly sick. School is going good although registering for next semester is more difficult than it should be. I don't know what I need to register for and I don't know if they match the schedule. I dont want to have to come up here everyday for school. i would like it to be on Tues/Thurs or Mon/Wedn. But things dont seem to be working out like that.

In other news, I have awesome friends. Can't wait for this weekend. Hopefully I will feel a lot better. And I am sorry I feel so disconnected from everyone...I am just really busy and I have a lot of things on my mind.

Nothing in life seems to be easy anymore. Should I, at 19, really be worrying about money, etc? I just feel too young. i dunno. It sucks.

But I must go to Psych class now. hopefully my teacher will actually be there today....
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[24 Feb 2006|11:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Obviously I dont really use this journal that much...mostly xanga.
So here it is if you want it.


and I now am using the blogs on my myspace....so add me if you also have one!


Ill still read everyone's on occasion!

bye bye for now!

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stole from rebecca! [30 Jan 2006|06:04pm]
the Idiot Savant

(38% dark, 65% spontaneous, 57% vulgar)

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Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.

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[26 Jan 2006|09:23pm]
You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Good to know I suppose. hahaha.

So the last couple days have been pretty good. Been busy. Me and Sean went to see Underworld: Evolution yesterday. Amazing movie. I dont know why Kate Beckinsale has to be so hot. hahah. I think she's freakin gorgeous and...i wish i could look like that. Anyways, good movie, almost too short it seemed although it was almost 2 hours. Loved it. And I wanna buy both Underworld movies.

Anyways, so Sean bought his 240 SX. He's so happy. But now he owes me $320. hahaha. Gah I love him so freakin much, I dunno what I would do without  him anymore.

So today, I worked then I just got back from dinner at Johnny's Pizza with Connie and Rebecca. It was nice. Food was good although, I wasnt all that hungry to begin with.

I am so excited I dont have to work till 2 tomorrow. But I have to study up on the bloodwork stuff.... CAuse I am supposed to be REALLY familiar with what I'll be testing for and the info on the machines. So i will do that tonight.

Oh yeah....gyno appt on the 13th. Fun. Almost.

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[15 Jan 2006|12:32pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So...I just went and looked at Martin's livejournal. I don't know why I did, but I did. I read all the comments, and it makes me wonder have I even come close to affecting anybody like he did?

I dunno, he was amazing...and I wish I would have gotten to know him better...but yeah, it made me cry....
That is all.

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[15 Jan 2006|11:59am]
[ mood | content ]

The last few days have been a nice break from work. Not ready to go back tomorrow. At all. We have a lot of surgeries which means it will be hell tomorrow. Fun. I work 9-6 though so thats nice. So anyways, Thursday night was ok. I didn't do much. I just spent some time at the house and then Sean came to visit me when he got off work and brought Wendy's. He likes his job so that's exciting... Then Friday...I slept on and off till 3 in the afternoon. I was in such a bad mood. Me and Valerie were gonna go do something, but she couldnt so i was just stuck at home. Later Sean came over...at like 6 and yeah...I was a mess. But then later to cheer me up we went to movie and a dinner. Saw The Ringer and I thought it was cute/funny. Sean said it wasnt as funny as he thought it would be, but i liked it a lot. Then we went to Steak N Shake. That boy can EAT.

Then Saturday I hung out around the house while my dad worked on my car a little bit, then I went to work and gave my dogs a bath. They smelled REALLY bad. After that I went home and sat for a minute, then I called Connie and she was at Steak N Shake, so I went there and met her friend Joshua. He's really nice. After that we went back to the apartments he pretty much stays at and hung out for awhile. And Rami was there. I havent seen him since middle school. Anyways, then I went cd hunting. Got the Underworld: Evolution cd and the Mudvayne cd Bushey lost a long time ago. Then I went to Kristines with Connie and we just hung out awhile, then went to Rebecca's with her and Connie. Then at about 9:30ish? I went to seans then came home at 1.

And today I am washing clothes right now. In a bit im gonna call Jennifer to see if she wants to hang out, but im waiting to make sure she's awake. But yeah, dunno what we're gonna do if I get ahold of her. I was also supposed to get Jon, but I promised Jen we'd hang out. Plus I got to go to bed early tonight because of work tomorrow...I know ill see him sometime soon...so yeah.

Yeah so, I know all that was way exciting. hahahaha. I work the next 3 days then we dont have a posted schedule, so I dont know.

Anyways, im bored so ima go play zoo tycoon. hahahah.

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[08 Jan 2006|04:18pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Mmmk, I am just re-doing the entry. It's going to be a lot longer.

I have done a lot of thinking lately and its weird. But anyways, spent the night with Kristine and Jon at her dorm. It was fun. A lot of people came over last night to hang out. And me, Jon, and Patrick met lots of new people outside her building. It was really amusing. We talked to this one guy named Bryan who was really cool. He is going to propose to his girlfriend of 6 years....i dont know it was cute the way he was talking to her. And I was just talking to him, and he was like "don't listen to what anyone else says." We were talking about Sean...and how he says he wants to marry me. No one seems to really believe its going to happen...but me and him. And it makes me feel stupid and childish and naive. But I know I love him, and I know that that is what I want. I wish people were more supportive. I guess people can think what they want, but if I married Sean...I would be perfectly happy. He means the world to me... And it upsets me a lot, more than people know, when people talk bad about him or down to him. And his parents do it a lot. And I dont think many of my friends like him too much. I mean they tolerate him, but dont truly like him...and it kinda hurts my feelings. And my brother made it clear that he doesnt really favor him. Oh well...I dont really care what anyone thinks. And I am not saying that mean, I just know that not many people know him like i do.

Anyways...thats enough of that. I am not mad at anyone or their opinions at all, I just...was typing whatever came out.

OH! And me and Mindy and Kristine also went to see Brokeback Mountain. An AMAZING movie. Very very sweet and depressing...hahah. Made me kinda sad. And the sex scenes were really....sexual. hahaha. I loved it. I would totally go see it again if anyone wanted to go.

So I think I am hanging out with Jennifer Friday, Saturday, or Sunday! I dont know which day yet, but im excited...I havent seen her in a long time. Have no idea what we're going to do...we'll figure something out...just wing it i suppose...hahaha. Maybe go shopping? And let her pick out cute clothes for me? hahaa....i need cute clothes.

Sean got a job yesterday at the Carl Black dealership I think. I am so excited for him. Even though ill see him a little less, it will give us an oppurtunity to go do more stuff since i wont be the only one with money. And he wants to save for the motorcycle he's wanted... And he's gonna teach me how to drive it. Hahha I am excited. He's gonna be getting paid the same as me and work 25 hours a week. Makes me happy for him.

I think I am done writing now. I am gonna gl play Zoo Tycoon hahahhaa. Byeeeeeeee

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[04 Jan 2006|02:33am]
Too lazy to update...but im still alive

And I have lost 2 pounds in 2 days. woot. Going to the gym again. Hopefully I can stick with it.

criedxdied (2:26:49 AM): i love you soooo much, kelsey strickland!!
MAN I HEART HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[31 Dec 2005|01:18am]
(I dont know where my calender is, so this is what it was on my livejournal...)
Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005.
Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "year in review."

January: hooray4pyros (11:34:11 PM): and ull always be my friend because of the memories
hooray4pyros (11:34:14 PM): everyone will
hooray4pyros (11:34:16 PM): but thats all
(Gah...I remember that...it irritated me...)
Febuary: She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
March: Well today was ok.
School was really long and boring.
Then the viewing of Sean today was really sad...he is just a kid.
Tomorrow is the funeral...which ill probably cry even harder at.
April: So Spring Break vacation was so awesome. I love going down there with Kristine...its always such a nice time.
May: Tonight was awesome! I had fun with Patrick. It was supposed to be more than just us....I dont know what happened to Bushey and Jen. But we went and saw Amityville Horror...
June: I'm kinda not ready for me and Kristine's North Carolina vacation. I mean, I am, but I still feel like things around here aren't settled. But oh well. Me and Sean talked from 10 last night till 3 this morning.
July: Hmm so today was really good for the most part. I saw Kristine, Sean, and Danny all in one day. Was nice having another day off. Went to waffle house too.
August: Well today wasn't great, but it wasn't bad either.
September: Ya know...I should probably make another entry since I haven't in awhile...Just been to lazy I guess. So I worked Tues-Friday for the almost 9 hours each day. I love this job so much. And I got a paycheck for the 15 hours i worked my first two days. It was $98.30.October: "God made memories so that we may have roses in december."
I think it was Robert Frost? I dont know...but I liked it.
November: So this week...has been exhausting. Yesterday at work we did nothing but clean. I was seriously on my hands and knees scrubbing floors and stuff.
December: It's been awhile since I updated. Haha. I am such a freaking slacker. Oh well. Everything is going good though. I have all my Christmas shopping done pretty much. I got it done early this year. And I think they are nice presents. Most arent cheap at all. So it's exciting. I can't wait till my friends open their presents. hahah.
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[26 Dec 2005|02:33pm]
Christmas was great. Just got perfume, scrubs, and pajamas mostly. So yeah we surprised our family...it was exciting! My grandma dropped her wine glass and broke it cause she was so surprised.

I'm too tired to write more. Off to take a bath, then nap.

I want to go out and buy cd's like Connie did....
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[23 Dec 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Today=pissing me off greatly.

Lost the 3rd retainer band in 2 days.
Got stuck with a cat over the holidays even though im going to be gone 2 days. She's a pretty girl though. Her name is Wylie! They were going to put her to sleep but my hospital rescued her!

And my brother is just being a douche and fucking up the house. And I clean up after him like an idiot.

I'm so mad right now, please shoot me.

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[22 Dec 2005|07:32pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Today went really smoothly at work. Mostly cause I was working with Renee in kennels. It was nice. Not as stressful as thanksgiving...yet. But anyways, pretty much all the girls are having a competition to see who can lose the most weight by the end of march. Starting January 2nd. I'm joining. So we're all putting $20 in. You know, Im not really doing it for the money, but having competition might make me more willing to be not lazy. So I have my gym membership till end of February, then I am hoping my parents will start paying again if I make a habit of going. It's going to be pretty sweet if I win. Like $100. yay! And the added bonus of looking better.

My knees hurt. I cant believe its the 22nd. Insane. I have to go wrap presents now though. Then me and SEan are gonna

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[21 Dec 2005|03:57pm]
So me and Sean cleaned my tongue web ring. Yay! It feels so much better now! And my lip seems to be healing up great...im excited.

Oh and I had my review at work yesterday, and it went ok. Tamara didnt make me cry like everyone says she would! Apparently she usually makes everyone cry. haha. But I just need to do "more walkin, a little less talkin" hahhaa. But they said that they're happy with me and i do a good job. So yeah...im happy.

Everything other than yesterday night is going magnificent! woot.

End of short entry!
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a blow to my christmas ego...haha [20 Dec 2005|09:01pm]
[ mood | sad ]

So yeah...I'm really freakin upset...
No one would understand....
It just feels like no one cares anymore...

I call people. Leave messages. No call back.

And it's multiple people...not just one.


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[20 Dec 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Nothing like a Christmas party...pretty much by yourself.

I don't know..I was so excited to give people stuff tonight for Christmas, and pretty much no one came. Yeah...it hurt my feelings, but oh well.

Off to Seans I guess, cause Patrick is about to leave too...so yeah.

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[19 Dec 2005|12:21pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

This will be short, cause i gotta go shower and do chores and finish christmas shopping, but I finally got my lip pierced. Parents hate it. I love it. Friends love it. Sean loves it. So i am a happy camper anyways...ahahah. It's sore as anything right now though. Like woah. It was like stuck in one position when i woke up. And it hurt to move it. Yep. So I don't know how works gonna go tomorrow. I am really nervous. I love this thing too much to take it out...but it its noticeable I might have to. Well anyways, here's a pic and im off....

Muhahaha...thats Wades A-town hat. hahah. Gangsterrrr

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[13 Dec 2005|12:02pm]
The last few days I have just been resting up and stuff. I have slept so much. But...I am still tired. My cuts and holes are healing up great. I actually cant wait to get back to work on Thursday...I will be productive at least. I think I might do some Christmas shopping today or something. I still got Mindy and Michael to do. And I think that's it. So yeah ill probably go do that soon. Before there are a lot of crowds. Which its probably too late. Oh well.

Yay! Wade's gonna be here on Saturday, it's pretty exciting. Saturday at like 5 I am going to dinner with my family for my brother's birthday, then whenever Wade gets here we're gonna go get or piercings...maybe tattoo for Wade. We shall see. I am really nervous about what my parents are gonna say about getting my lip pierced. They're gonna be mad. I know they'll get over it, and probably not even say anything. But still... Anyways, im off to shower probably... Then shopping!

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[10 Dec 2005|06:06pm]

So yeah the last few days have been good. Yesterday was absolutely insane. I got totally mauled my a cat at work. I don't understand why people want to give baths to their cats. Long story short. I ended up with the worst cat attack wounds our hospital has seen. He tore my hands up. He got ahold of my hand and chewed on it. I screamed. Dropped the f-bomb. Cryed. Got my hands wrapped. And was rushed to urgent care. Took the bandages off my hand and i bled all over them. Ended up have 32 holes in my right hand and 12 in my left. They don't look horrible, but they are really deep. To the muscle. It hurts to move them. They were so swollen although they are much better now. But yeah....they gave me Augmentin and Hydrocodine...like the best Antibiotics and painkillers ever. They have worked great. All I feel is some soreness. Its over $100 in meds. But yeah....the cat also hasnt had rabies shots since 01, so I might have to get a rabies shot along with the Tetnus I already got.

Here are some pictures...

This is my left finger. Only a couple marks on this hand. But they hurt really bad.

Left arm scratch

Right hand


Anyways...last night I went with Kristine to see Just Friends. I thought it was really good. MAde me laugh. And tonight we're renting a movie and watching it at her dorm! YAY! I must go now. Bye bye.


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[06 Dec 2005|03:48am]
[ mood | crazy ]

It's been awhile since I updated. Haha. I am such a freaking slacker. Oh well. Everything is going good though. I have all my Christmas shopping done pretty much. I got it done early this year. And I think they are nice presents. Most arent cheap at all. So it's exciting. I can't wait till my friends open their presents. hahah.

Anyways. Work is going good.

I love each and every one of my friends.
Oh and look what Sean is getting me for Christmas:

Yeah...so. I am really excited.
And when Wade is here, im finally getting my liup pierced. EXCITEMENT.

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[06 Dec 2005|03:17am]
20 People You Can Think Of Right Off Your Head

1. Kristine
2. Sean
3. Brittany
4. Sean H
5. Jon Bo
6. Jennifer
7. Patrick
8. Valerie
9. Caitlyn
10. Sam
11. Mindy
12. Michael
13. Dalibor
14. Russell
15. Bushey
16. Danny A
17. Jennifer
18. Wade
19. Kyle
20. Ron C

How did you meet 13?
Through Michael.

What would you do if you never met 5?
I wouldn't be the same person. I doubt i'd be alive.

What do you honestly think of 10?
She's so funny...and awesome...and yeah. She's Sam.

Have you ever liked 3?
Ew... she's Kristine's sister. And a lesbian! hhhahahah

Would 4 and 11 make a good couple?
Probably not. hahaha

Do you think 12 is hot?
He's cute. but i dont ever look at him like that.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
only if they were lesbians.. haha.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 15?
10! ahhahaha

What language does 19 speak?

Who is 8 going out with?
The boy who speaks stupid!

Is 9 a boy or a girl?

When was the last time you talked to 18?
Right now actually.

What is 1's favorite band?
she has a few..

Does 2 have any siblings?
a step brother.

Would you ever date 7?
He's my home boy. cant date him. its illegal

Is 15 single?

What is 4's middle name?

What is 2's fantasy?
Oh dear, i cant say.

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
Absolutly not.

Whats 16's favorite color?

What school does 6 go to?
GSU now, KSU in a couple weeks!

Where does 9 live?
like 3 houses down.

Would you make out with 1?

Are 5 & 6 best friends?

What is your history with 20?
known him since 2nd grade in his flat top afro like thing days.

Do you have a crush on any of the numbers?
My lovely sean bo.
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